This week’s Unconscious Mutterings:
- Spacious:: free
- Crash:: car
- Autobiography:: Bill Clinton
- Sparkly:: dancing boys
- Wild Thing:: *headbangs*
- Haagen-Das:: yum!
- Sci-fi:: Asimov
- Voice:: lost
- Boy Scouts:: Pfadi (that’s what they’re called in Switzerland)
- Grief:: Loss
The thought that uni starts again next Monday is somewhat unsettling. I’m nowhere near ready – things haven’t been done that should have and I’m generally not feeling prepared. Most of it is my own fault, for not forcing myself to do stuff – for example I’ve been wasting the last days doing, well, nothing much, instead of finishing my internship report.
Feels as if all the things I’m supposed to be doing are piling up in front of me and immobilizing me. Usually I have days when I wake up full of energy and the will to tackle things, but it’s been a week since I’ve felt even remotely like that. Not that I’m depressed, that’s not it – it just feels as if I’m in some sort of limbo.
Oh well, whining about it won’t make it go away either.