Sitting at the STI – my very last day and I’m basically done with no intention of starting something new for the couple of hours before the meeting about the internship paper, etc.

So I’m just dawdling about, feeling bored and kinda restless. I think all the decisions and discussions about the future, both with Sandra and Michelle and with employees at the STI, have unsettled me somewhat. It’s all coming together, but still very vague and uncertain, which doesn’t sit too well with me and my inner balance.

I probably won’t start my MA thesis until January 2006 now, because everything else is virtually impossible. That way I’ll have the time to write the papers I still owe and then start preparing my thesis and the exam properly. Jeez, I will be so old when I’m finally done, especially considering that I’m still planning on getting another degree (maybe in Human Resources) abroad afterwards…

There’s also the possibility that STI will hire me on a part-time basis to do the kind of thing I’ve been doing for free the past two weeks. That’d be cool – if I wasn’t so hesitant about adding something more to my schedule. And I really don’t want to give up my old people’s home.

So you see how it is – and it all leaves me feeling quite unsettled. I hope that feeling will pass, though, once I’ve gotten used to the new perspectives. *crosses fingers*